it still makes me nervous
attention diverted
refracted converging im certain that you

are my decomposition
relentless remission
just let me keep burning with you

i smoke away evenings
stare at the ceiling
discounted the feelings but you

inhale the polution
let out solutions
im stuck caught up in what i cant do

with xray specs im a cliche
been through a couple d days
quit queuein up a remake
cause that type of shit won't ever remake you

warm blood but the lizard brain keeps telling me that theres a bear outside
after a bit of wear and tear i made the fair assessment the bear necessitates a bullet to the backside

we're all living as if lift given from gods gift wouldnt polarize
still staring at the mugshot - solar
sun spot cataract growth feramone's cold shoulder
heirloom holder gut shot flame throwers only heating up
treament hardly keepin up
seepin through the disgorge discord rip chord imbalance slipped overboard

i gotta float away untouched
trying to hold a door swung shut
and as the water fills my lungs
i still prefer the unharminious parsimony of symbiosis

and im comatosing from the overdoses of your dopamine
overloaded took the pollard from the alder tree
needles still line mezzanine

vibrations through a mix minus
under little linus quilt
i feel the sinus brine built timeless
keep smiling
still find us
declining

quit cryin
shits for lord weeper
you gotta let it come from inside so dig deeper please
duck bills got beaver teeth
luck deals to put it bluntly flushes from the royals

watch as it coils and constricts
divide out the constants
become the imposter
i'm talking a monster by mistake
misplace no mea culpa bullshit
full tilt coin flip

it's heads up
follow the bread crumbs
lead back to the bed tucked
and covered in cat hair
let's call it catharsis
within an apartment
state of the art home
without any carpets

shedding of blonde wigs
and covered in carmine
pretending it's all fine
"we're gonna be best friends"
i look out the window
to capture a glimpse of the moon
walk in the park
then talking at tombstones

better than brick walls
try to be honest
trying flies desperately wide of the target
scratches the varnish
i'm blaming the artist
as if i could ever deceive. no

i thought we could just cast away until they iceberg the fuck out of your dream boat

hard to extrapolate the points to plot but retrospect trajectory is simple

simply put
divorce the mouthpiece from the footprints
and the output from the abstracts
and the compounds from the extracts
and the headway from the setbacks
call forward